Yay! I finally have my first journal entry! Yeah BIG deal. XD 3 days till my birthday and I'm not feeling any better. I'm physically fine but mentally drained =_= I can't seem to find inspiration anywhere and I think I'm becoming worse than I was before I decided I wanted to become an artist. The loneliness is swallowing me and I feel so alone though I'm not literally alone. I've been missing people and I need someone to talk to. Too bad I can't find anyone. T^T I can't even believe I'm being too honest here. Maybe it's because no one can judge me here, at least not in person. I feel more comfortable in writing than actually talking about my